well.. entering f6 may b an eazy task, but studyiNg in f6 is really a t0ugh one.
WHY?
evrythin has 2 b change.. lifestyle, friends, surrounding, family, joking time, SHOPPING TIME (which is my fAvourite.. AKAKA), study schedule ( most hectic wan)n many many more.. i wondEr if all tiZ changes r gud things o bad things.. but evryone will surely agree tat it is a gud thing.. yet.. till now im still STRUGGLING & wondering, is tz really a muz in part of our life?
w0w.. studY non-stop til 1440 without breakfaz n appropriate lunch is really torturin!! haizz… tat long study hour Shud b banned!!! hehe.. tz is wat a normal student wantss!!! haha.. howeva, gaStric is bck 2 surround me.. hv no choice but to ovrcum it by my p0or stomach.. keke. Btw, thrs is still gud side of tiz long hour study time : tat is : cRap m0re wif frEnz!! keke..
wHen I 1st enter f6, i totally disagree wif all d performances which shud b done by every clz 2 b perform on tat certain day. it is a waste of time 4 me.. AFTER THAT only it made me realized tat tz could really improve d undrstanding & relationships btwn our clzmates!! i will nvr forget bout how amazing our clz had made it n won CHAMPION by d song ”HERE IN MY HOME”.. suffering b4 tat on which song we shud sing, wat action shud we do, which position 2 stand……. overall, hardwork of everybody could be seen on d performance day!! Wat a hapi ending 4 tat day.. Cheers 2 ALL LOWER6 STUDENTS in KGV!! +)
THRS alwaz gud times n bad times.. shall i remember d ”incident” on marathon day? wat a sad day.. lost evrythin but gain some other things. sweet memories which couldnt b found again but i gain d meaning of d moral value ”independent”??
howeva, i couldnt really imagine how could i react 2 such incident again without all my frEnz wif me.. how glad i m 2 have frenz tat r willing 2 lend me a hand, 2 console me, 2 pray n curse d f**kers 4 me.. +) although i m sad, angry n em0… i did not blame anyone bside those ”retarded f**kers” who did tat 2 me!!
tears which i couldnt hold roll down.. but in my heart , i actually felt nth.. Whrs all my feeLings?? i really couldnt define d feelings i had.. coping it may seem 2 b ez 4 othrs, but no 0ne would actually understand wats my real obstacle.. But its all over… hope tat tz is d ending 4 tat..
4 pple who noEs me well, thrs a gud news here!! ive finally learned d proper way on how2 spend $$ wisely.. i c $$ as thing which i can take 4 granted on, spending it on non-useful thing without thinking twice LAZ TIME.. but now, i finally had woke up from my drEam.. i noe d importance of $$ n now i regret. SAVING is a s0 s0 dficult task 4me !!!
ermm… shud i sae i have more n more frenz o less n less fren now leh? haha..+) im confused.. although i used 2 make noise EVERYDAY till d nx clZ stuDEnt c me as <d SHORT & NOisy FELLOW>, hehe.. but d real part is still tat, i seldom talk n crap nowadays, lose my communitive skills which othrs admire bout LAZ TIME.. in conclusion, i m a BORED person now.. haha.. well.. t0o bz i shall sae.. n im SLOW in many things.. haha.. now hopin tat i could follow bck d othr’s pace 1 day.. o so0n..
TOday is actually an oRdinary day 4 me..
BUT, gud luck will nvr surrounds us every second.. after viewing somethin which i shudnt b so bz body 2 touch on, some issues appear in my mind again.. Y is thr no trustworthy in reality? Y m i alwaz picking d wronG person 2 blv?
I do not noe who shud i actually trust on…. i doubt.. do i disappoint my frenz like tz to0? maybe someone is rite, thr r no lies n no truths..
kinda mo0dy ad tiam..
argh…!!! but once when i look at d stArs in d skY, which is FAR FAR away from me.. it helps me 2 feel better now!! DEAR FRENZ, it really works!! so, make ur wish b4 u z every nite although stars do nt appear evry nite, but they r still thr 4 us FAR FAR AWAY!!
